waaa. okie i'm really lazy to blog these days. so tired out with school assignments. liek some kinda chocolate fondue. keeps flowing non stop. wahhh. grrr woof! i wanna go out =( the recent outing i had was with tian ming and ning. went to mahattan seafood in ps. met cat, wanting, calvin, his new gf id unno her name! and 2 other guys! i also dunno their names! hong kai and shokx came shortly after. never really got to catch up with them. not i no xim lahs. is really headache over school.
the teacher just released another batch of assignments. arghs. i'm dying off. lols. dying in class.
Tak0pachi
5:24 PM
yes i know i really haven been updating. and it's to an extend it's not filled with cobwebs but eroded =x
for the past few months. it really hasn't been easy on me either. alot of stress from school. because i deferred my studies. so i was put in a new class. well it wasn't all too bad as in the ppl in there weren't total strangers. i know nearly half of them. and i get along with ppl real fast.
but the problem isn't with me. just so happens the class isn't very sociable i guess. i get left out for alot of things. not being informed for almost anything. i really got bored of going to school. well i managed to drag through. loads of stuff happened during my studio project 3 as well. but yes i did manage to survive. school was basically making me feel upset. because of the environment. and that my thinking did not fit.
apart from school, home was a hassle too. as usual peeps at home nv really bothered with what i do. when the problem comes with me missing sch, they nv really bothered to ask me what's wrong. out of the 5 modules that i took that sem, i was only graded for 2. basically i just went back on free will. but because of the treatment i am getting i skipped school loads. and was on the verge of getting debarred. for one module. but it wasn't even confirmed. got into a big fight with my brother cuz of it. as usual, he struck me hard. well things are back to normal now. i was struggling alot between school and home.
birthday this yr was the worst. loads of ppl forgot abt it. i nv got to celebrate it. well fingers can count the amount of pplt hat actually remembered. it was supposed to be my 21st yet i had my sem project that was due 3 days after my b'dae. very upsetting. cuz i always look forward to my b'dae. it's the only time i get to see all my frends. my buddies. but this yr it was just sch den back home. i felt like a loner.
i miss all my friends. not just those from where i used to stay. even those from my old class. it's not that i nv bothered to contact them. hands were always full. financially unstable is really a problem for me as well. it's not exactly invalid. i dun wanna owe ppl money and not be able to pay them back. mum changed her job, her income wasn't consistent. her boss always delays her pay.
i stayed at home alot. because she makes me do things all the time. and i'm growing weaker. i get sick pretty easily these days. event though i'm getting enough of sleep. i nv bothered to go for a checkup either. there are just too many missing stuff. after i moved here. i feel like i've been robbed of my frends and time. the common phrase. your always at home. you got the most free time. and then i just assigned to do things even if i'm not willing to. and all i can do is just keep quiet and get it done.
i'm really confused. i dun even feel that i'm myself anymore. i feel like i'm just some tool or something that ppl use. okie enough ranting for the day. shall end it here.
Tak0pachi
4:39 AM
okok i was really collecting webs here. So i decided to update for abit with some quiz questions i came across when i was viewing my friend's blog~ i shall paste his version and mine =x just soem short updates. really busy lately. and i dunno where my mind is already.1) Are your parents married or divorced?
Ans: They're married...
2) Are you a vegetarian?
Ans: Nope.i love pork
3) Do you believe in Heaven?
Ans: Yea, i believe in heaven
4) Have you ever come close to dying?
Ans: Yea,when my father nearly caught me smoking in the toilet.(it feels good shitting and smoking at the same time)
5) What jewelery do you wear daily?
Ans: Sometimes i wear earrings,but i lost them now..crap i wanna buy some soon
6) Favorite time of the day?
Ans: Around midnight ,its a fucking bad habit
7) Do you eat the stems of broccoli?
Ans: Yea,i eat them...
8) What is your hair styling agent?
Ans: wtf?! you're talking about gel or stuff like that right? i hardly use them unless there are special occasions...wow...fifi's ans was very interesting lol
9) Ever have any surgery? If so, when?
Ans: Yea,when i was a kid,i had a major heart operation with less then 50% chance success.But i survived MWAHHAHHAHAA
10) Do you color your hair?
Ans: Yea, i dyed it brown
11) What do you wear to bed?
Ans: *blush* you wanna join me to find out?
12) Have you ever done anything illegal?
Ans: Nope, im a law-abiding citizen, i was never fined nor questioned by the police
13) Can you roll your tongue?
Ans: *rolls tongue*
14) Electric razor or blade?
Ans: I don start shaving until my friends nagged at me for a month,but even so i don have a thick hairy worm on my upper lip like a certain classmate of mine.
15) What kind of shoes usually?
Ans: I hardly wear shoes until the occasion comes,i usually wear slippers.
16) Do you condone Abortions?
Ans: I think abortions are ok.But at the last resort.Why bring a child into this world and make him/her suffer.What about rape victims?
17) What is your Hair color?
Ans: Its black,its the same as my pubs if you wanna know too.
18) Future child's name? Boy or girl?
Ans: Wont think of it now haha...a decade later i'll forget i even did this question.=D Hmm...gender dosen't matter.
19) Do you snore?
Ans: Like i said..join me to find out *blush* tao yan why the questions so sickening dersh
20) If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?
Ans: I would wanna go to paris! or maybe just drop by at amsterdam for the erm...art
21) Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Ans:Nope,im a man.
22) If you won the lottery, what would you do first?
Ans: I would donate to NKF i believe in putting others first before me.*smiles* (if only my character development teacher sees this)
23) Gold or platinum/white gold?
Ans: Of course its white gold,it looks better in my opinion...
24) Hamburger or hot dog? Which one comes faster?
Ans: Hot dog.But i don really like both..
25) If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Ans: I can't decide lol
26) City, beach or country?
Ans: Country,i prefer the country life more,the grass seems greener on the other side right?maybe i would get bored by it.But country seems so attractive.
27) What was the last thing you touched?
Ans: you sure you wanna know?
28) Where did you eat last?
Ans: Oh erm..at the kopitiam downstairs with my brother
29) When's the last time you cried?
Ans: Nong nong time ago
30) Do you read blogs?
Ans: Yup,very often. DAE YEON! PLS UPDATE!! _I_
31) Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
Ans: wa piang..
32) Ever been involved with the police?
Ans:Nope,like i said,im a law-abiding citizen.
33) What's your favorite shampoo and soap?
Ans: Dove ! haha..fifi uses it too.
34) Do you talk in your sleep?
Ans: Like i said..anything to do with my sleep you can always drop by and find out..
35) Ocean or pool?
Ans: I hate being in water,it just sucks.no,im not ah gua phobic (aqua)
38) Window seat or aisle?
Ans: window! so i can spit outside and watch where it lands
39) Ever met anyone famous?
Ans: hmm...i can't remember.
40) Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life?
Ans: Nope,im still very young.
41) Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Ans: Tiwrl it.Its nicer that way,right?
42) Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey?
Ans: Hmm...Oprah
43) Basketball or Soccer?
Ans: Neutral.
44) How long do your showers last?
Ans: I don time my showers,but i think they're quite short.
45) Automatic or stick shift?
Ans:Crap, i wan a driving license!
46) Cake or ice cream?
Ans: I like ice creams..but i hardly indulge myself on deserts..
47) Are you self-conscious?
Ans: HAHA! try meeting me
48) Have you ever drank so much you threw up?
Ans: Yea....
49) Have you ever given money to a begger?
Ans: Nope
50) Have you been in love?
Ans: *shy* why ask this, i very shy de leh
51) Where do you wish you were?
Ans: huh?similanjiao
52) Do you wearing socks with your shoes?
Ans: Sometimes i don..it depends hahhaa...anyway the grammar of the question is so...wtf
53) Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
Ans: nope..
54) Can you tango?
Ans: Crap,im too clumsy to dance
55) Last gift you received?
Ans: oh ya a treat from armani and nick thanks guys
56) Last sport you played?
Ans: Er.. i can't remember...maybe its basketball with the guys
57) Things you spend a lot of money on?
Ans: On food mostly...jammings...thats all..
58) Where do you live?
Ans: Bukit batok, our little green island thats full of hope where everyone lives in harmony-singapore
59) Where were you born?
Ans: Mount elizabeth hospital
60) Last wedding attended?
Ans: I can't remember..
63) Most hated food(s)?
Ans: hmm....i can't think of any now
64) What's your favourite?
Ans: huh?favourite what?wtf?
65) Can you sing?
Ans: Crap,my range is too short
66) Last person you instant messaged?
Ans: Armani
67) Last place you went on holiday?
Ans: Hmm..i cant remember..
68) Favorite regular drink?
Ans: I like apple tea and green tea,they're nice
69) Tag 3 friends:
Ans: My brother,fifi and ryan ! MWAHAHHAHA I don care ! LOL
70) Current Song?
Ans: Always by bon jovi ,good lyrics and good melody.
yeah tonnes of crap. i answered mine also the one below is my version!
1) Are your parents married or divorced?
Ans: They're are divorced ( who cares )
2) Are you a vegetarian?
Ans: Nope. i'm never picky with my food anyways.
3) Do you believe in Heaven?
Ans: Yeah of cuz i do. imma christian!
4) Have you ever come close to dying?
Ans: Maybe i did. A few times i felt i had already died in fact. hur hur hur
5) What jewelery do you wear daily?
Ans: Earrings. But recently. i'm too lazy to put them on XD
6) Favorite time of the day?
Ans: The time when i'm not awake =x
7) Do you eat the stems of broccoli?
Ans: No i hate brocolli!
8) What is your hair styling agent?
Ans: HARHS! i dun have hair to begin with! LOL! jkjk nth just comb them =D
9) Ever have any surgery? If so, when?
Ans: Sec3 when i was 15 i went to cut out my tonsils!
10) Do you color your hair?
Ans: yeahs~ in order to cover my pathetic white hair
11) What do you wear to bed?
Ans: Clothes =X
12) Have you ever done anything illegal?
Ans: Yeah i did =3
13) Can you roll your tongue?
Ans: *rolls tongue*
14) Electric razor or blade?
Ans: eh? imma girl for god's sake!
15) What kind of shoes usually?
Ans: totally depends on my mood. prolly those that i design =3
16) Do you condone Abortions?
Ans: Abortions must be done with a valid reason. Not over irresponsibility that's wad i think
17) What is your Hair color?
Ans: Copper bed / brown though it's faded. reminds me i have to dye them again =X
18) Future child's name? Boy or girl?
Ans: That's provided i get married and have a kid. den i'll start thinking.
19) Do you snore?
Ans: who doesn't. anyone who is tired would~
20) If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?
Ans: Japan!
21) Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Ans: u wanna take a look at my collections? =X
22) If you won the lottery, what would you do first?
Ans: provided i'm still alive then i'll prolly give them to my mama and god. of cuz not to forget having some myself. that is provided i dun die of heart atk being too haappy =X
23) Gold or platinum/white gold?
Ans: white gold! it looks much classy!
24) Hamburger or hot dog? Which one comes faster?
Ans: neither. the meat that created these processed food comes first =X
25) If you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Ans: never really thought abt it =X
26) City, beach or country?
Ans: Beach! it's the LOVE
27) What was the last thing you touched?
Ans: the keyboard. i still am now =x
28) Where did you eat last?
Ans: At home in front of my comp.
29) When's the last time you cried?
Ans: Prolly on the phone with cynthia when iw as talking abt my situation.
30) Do you read blogs?
Ans: yeah i do even though mine is filled with webs =x
31) Would you ever go out dressed like the opposite sex?
Ans: ehy not imma shemale =X LAWLS! well i like pants alot =x
32) Ever been involved with the police?
Ans: lol it depends what i'm associated with them for whichever reason =X
33) What's your favorite shampoo and soap?
Ans: Shampoo none in particular soar should be johnson's and johnson's baby bath?
34) Do you talk in your sleep?
Ans: That i'm not sure how the hell would i know. i'm supposed to be sleeping u know? LAWLS
35) Ocean or pool?
Ans: OCEAN! i like the beach did i not answer that unto =X at least when i jump into it. the water source doesn't disappear =X
38) Window seat or aisle?
Ans: Obviously none. i sit on proper chairs =X
39) Ever met anyone famous?
Ans: i think i did. seriously does it have to do with anything o.o
40) Do you feel that you've had a truly successful life?
Ans: o.o pls define life?
41) Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it
Ans: twril!! that's supposed to be the way u eat them!
42) Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey?
Ans: Who is ricki. i only know oprah!
43) Basketball or Soccer?
Ans: BasketBall!!
44) How long do your showers last?
Ans: it totally depends. short ones are like 10 - 15 mins long ones are 2 hrs?
45) Automatic or stick shift?
Ans: Either is fine with me. which reminds me i need a license~!
46) Cake or ice cream?
Ans: BOTH! lawls~ i dun have them frequently.
47) Are you self-conscious?
Ans: Duh~ who isn't.
48) Have you ever drank so much you threw up?
Ans: i did. and had a pretty bad hangover after that T_T
49) Have you ever given money to a begger?
Ans: Beggar is too low of a word. i prefer them to be called street performers =X yeah i did
50) Have you been in love?
Ans: Well i did. but i fell numerous times too =x
51) Where do you wish you were?
Ans: When i think abt it i'll answer this =X
52) Do you wearing socks with your shoes?
Ans: uh yeah if i'm in shoes definately.
53) Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
Ans: yeah. but iw as the one unconcious! lawls
54) Can you tango?
Ans: uh nope can you cha cha then? =X
55) Last gift you received?
Ans: i totally forgot =X
56) Last sport you played?
Ans: Badminton!
57) Things you spend a lot of money on?
Ans:Things that are worth spending =X lawls! prolly food?
58) Where do you live?
Ans: somewhere on the corner of earth! Yishun.
59) Where were you born?
Ans: KK women's hospital!
60) Last wedding attended?
Ans: Too plenty to remember i only know i received alot of invitations but nv turned out for any =/
63) Most hated food(s)?
Ans: I'm not really picky. can't think of one now.
64) What's your favourite?
Ans: lawls. this is a wide question =x
65) Can you sing?
Ans: i think i can i guess... well i shed some glass though.
66) Last person you instant messaged?
Ans: Some classmate of mine =x
67) Last place you went on holiday?
Ans: Thailand!
68) Favorite regular drink?
Ans: Plain water! must be iced =X
69) Tag 3 friends
Ans:My laopo cynthia my buddy ben my honey jun~
70) Current Song?
Ans: All out of love - westlife version!
Tak0pachi
9:25 PM
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